lol the 'extra - strict' plan for my money just kinda went out the window. oh well.

back in hamilton at the moment, 2 weeks break from uni. how is uni? uni is good. i'm doing bachelor of computer programming and information science. sounds hard... it is. but i'll try my best, and maybe one day i'll make the new facebook and be an awesome billionaire (yup)

working 2.5 days a week, cuz if i work anymore my allowance gets taken off. but it's okay, in the other days i can catch up with some hamilton people..

meanwhile, i'll try to attempt some of my homework. lol.

current fave song, that.

holiday was super fun.. went by way too quickly though. kinda regretted going to china, cuz it meant less time with relatives etc, especially in solo, only spent about a week there. not enough time at all - - i havent even been back in 3 years.

currently saving up the monies for rent, laptop, new moby, bills, trip to phillipines (maybe !)
so many things to buy, so little money- -
well i have to be extra strict this year - no shopping, no eating outs (that much), only spend money for actual necessary stuff. if i do go to the phillipines it'll be more fun shopping there anyway.

have been hanging with josh everyday after work. always back home just before ten, since it's the limit driving time for restricteds.. even stayed a few times there lol.

had a phone call with celine today ! YUSS. bitched about boys and etcetera. miss you.


xxxxxxxxxxxxx

which means there's only 2.5 more days i have to get through until sundaaay...

i'm back in hamilton now, obviously, helping mum pack up and clean the house etc. glad to see that my cat hasn't gotten fatter since last time i saw her.. actually she kinda reminds me of some people, who only show up when they want something (her dinner) and then you don't see them for the rest of the day..

anyway. my stuff is all packed up, just helping mum with her stuff and the housecleaning now. i've just been home everyday, since josh is working and i have no friends ): well on tuesday i went to josh's and then his cousin came and we towned. man some new stuff happened here. took some photos to show celine, and then josh had his restricted test in the afternoon. he passed! no surprises there, but it was still exciting. anyway josh drove his mum home, then we went to my place, and we hung around until we decided to drive to jae's and then had some KFC. then we dropped jae back home and josh took me took the lake, where he tried to teach me how to skip rocks, and i failed miserably. but it was still a nice romantic little date we had (:

yesterday josh came around again about 6.30 and he let me drive to andrei's house HAHA. after seeing his massive computer stuff we went to visit nico and his doggy, and it was so weird cuz when the dog was little he was brown, and now he's white! anyway. me, nico and josh drove to countdown and bought some snacks (obviously) and then after hanging out for a while josh drove me home.

i dont think im seeing him again today. but its okay i have to start getting used to NOT seeing him everyday anyway. i wont be seeing him in 7 weeks GASP. that will be the longest time we're not gonna see each other.. i hope i survive. ohwell im too excited for this holiday anyway, maybe he'll miss me more than i miss him hehe x


well tomorrow there's an office party thing going on and then this november birthday party that the indonesian community hold every year so it should be fun.. and food should be plentiful (Y) yeahhhh.

as of 11.30 this sunday, which is 6 hours from when i'm typing right now, i will only have exactly one week before i board the plane to indonesia.

excited? hells yeahs.

been talking to friends and co-workers about shopping in china, and snowing there, and i got more and more excited with every conversation, all pumped up and ready to go.

at the moment the whole apartment is packed up, me and josh's stuff all ready to go. he's not going overseas with me obviously (i wish), but he is going back down to hamilton and working there for the holidays. so yeah, a lot of cleaning and packing up happening lately. we're catching the 8 o'clock bus to hamilton tomorow (actually more like 3 hours from now) so pretty much next week i'll be alone at home with nothing to do. except talking to my (fat) cat.


anyway, i bought a pink panasonic lumix touch-screen camera, which i am very happy to own despise it not being an DSLR. not rich enough for one of those i suppose. i don't care, always wanted a pink camera and now i have one. and mr josh is gonna pay me back the money i spent on it, because apparently it is now my 19th birthday present (Y)



blog ya later.

soooooo. will be going on a little holiday trip these holidays..

leaving the morning of 27 november. a day before my 19th lol. then apparently going to singapore-HK, then HK-china.. pretty damn excited, not gonna lie. havent been back in indo in 3 years, also haven't been to HK and china. photos all around.

and i've just won a little digital camera, perfect timing (: was gonna buy one but not anymore.. truly can't wait.

also i've been accepted at AUT.. computer designs next year. need to sort out student loan so i'll have munny to live on. HAHA. and mr joshy has been accepted there too.. YAY we're in same class?! haha that'll be super fun. although i probably will end up not learning much with him distracting..

my shoeezzelsz.

hopefully there will be part 2, part 3 etc, it all depends on the available munny (:

well, being in a relationship for 1 year, 10 months and 4 days as of right now, i should probably vote for 'not-single', right? because if i don't, then that means i'm in an unhappy relationship. but that's not true, so...

i've been thinking about this lately.. sometimes old memories come up. it's annoying, this memory thing us humans have. how sometimes thoughts about old stuff suddenly spring back up, so not helping anyone. everyone's moved on, so obviously there's no reason to think about stuff, so i don't. but i don't fully control my thoughts all the time, and some unwanted stuff gets thinked about now and then anyway.

haha this doesn't even make sense. i have to admit, and the boyfriend knows this, don't worry, that i miss the good ol' single days. those days when you have a massive crush on some boy and you dedicate your every waking second finding out if the feeling's mutual. it was always fun and childish, and now it doesn't happen to me anymore... at least with a secure relationship i know i'm not gonna get my heart broken again over silly stuff. but then that means if i get my heart broken this time, it would be over non-silly stuff, and wouldn't it hurt more... ?

scary.


not really worried about it, though. i'm so very happy with mr joshy and things are going great (: we're planning on going to the zoo next week for a casual date.. haha that word sounds weird and formal. but yes, i love him very much sometimes it scares me. cuz, you know, of that saying. the power of the relationship lies with whomever cares the least. it's sad, but definitely true. the one who cares more will be hurt more if things go bad.


anyway, to less deep stuff. had a fun time today.. went to newmarket, bought $10 heels, 2 $10 dresses and a $5 top. HA DE HA. and then went to have dinner with chris and josh, at nando's, then off for a game of pool. awesome stuff.


xx