woop woop.
partial temporary 24hour sun. at least its a sun.

dancing practise again today after school. omgg, the actual show is actually less than 2 weeks. gasp ! 0= (btw, if your reading this, then you would know that now you automatically have to come to the show). anyway, yes, i have total freedomality tonight (wait wait. conor, what time do i deposit my lovely siblings at your place again ?) and i can basically do whatever i want (to a certain extent) and since mum took the laptop with her (i think) i shall be free to accept ANY phonecalls and stay on them for ever (:

gotta love today.
and no, even though mum told me to do and not to do 485877million stuff, she did not say 'dont bring anyone over'.
ha ha, mum. ha ha. she remembered to tell me to 'put the remaining rice in the fridge' but not that. ha ha.


have just recently realised that life is funny. its actually the funniest shit in the world. its so goddam unpredictable and roller coasterly etc. things hardly ever go as planned and they always instead go the mega opposite way. things you think will never happen happen, and they happen ALOT.

but Life's Theory of the Unexpected must, must work both ways, right ? if bad shit unexpectedly happen all the time, the good stuff must happen too, right? or else it wont be fair. but no, wait, life isnt fair. damn. so what happens now ? do we only get our share of the HAPPY DAYS ? where's all the good surprises hiding at ? why do we only get the bad, unwanted surprises?

i mean, i think the shit i've gone through THIS MONTH ONLY is enough to last me my whole life. i dont need another shit month like this ever again, thankyou very much. i know i'll get worse problems later on in my life like those famous 'middle age crisis' or whatever you call them. but excuse me, im still YOUNG at the moment and dont need all these shit. like i dont have enough family, school, financial & girl-emotional shits, i still have to put up with boys shit and bitches shit etcetera.

when is this all going to end ?