lol, what day is it today? blog-your-heart-out-about-boys day ? ive blogged fully FOR a guy before (KEVIN YOU BUM. I MISS YOU MUCHLYY) but not like 2 in a day ! and it was gonna be 3, but i dont think i have enough time.- -

sozz kenny. some other time (:


anyway. to rusty.

i know your going through what feels like the hardest most hurtingest problem of your life SO FAR. but we're all still young.. its true that, as sad as it is, there will be worser, harder times ahead. imagine when we're all old and boring !! bills, mortgages, kids, etc !! 0= horrors. but yeah, im kinda going through the same hard stuff too (ahm. AHM) and i know just how bad it can feel.. like vica's quote, ' its crazy how the pain just seem to overflow ' and it feels like NOTHING should ever hurt like this but it does anyway..

but you know you have your friends (me ! me ! lol) supporting you. and you can always come to them and ease off the um, whats the word, pain a bit. even if they cant really do anything to solve the problem, they can at least distract you (: and make you have a temporary smile or, even better, laugh on your face. this helps alot, believe me (:


the clouds will clear away and the sun will come.
im waiting for my sun too. its been like fucking raining and flooding and tsunamiing in my life lately.
and coz you put up with all the waiting, the sun should really be worth the wait !!
i hope so too. for me and twin's sake.

so dont worry too much. altogether now - STOP THINKING ! stop trying to do everything, get everything done and sorted yourself. someone will do it for you. and maybe this someone can do it better. or just for once, go with the flow. see where life takes you ! you cant really change much anyway. what happens will happen.

shit. the title now should be to rusty, to keyne and to twin.
to everyone.


iloveyou.everyone.