i used to be lovedrunk ;
but now i'm hungover
i love you forever,
forever is over

L-O-V-E-ing this line. what a good song, whooo !

shiiit, i havent blogged in a year. been busy i guess? not really, i just dont go online as much as i used to. no, cross that out, i dont go online FULLSTOP. its just kinda pointless when i can just call up my bitches when i need a talk. and plus, going online means i have to automatically sign in on MSN, and there are many many funny things in MSN i can fully live without. so, lets just stay offline and save on the electricity bills.

been reading twin's post. about the whole i fully wasted my life on you thing. SOOO TRUUUEE !!! grrrr, but ohwell. i did kinda feel like all those time was wasted, but then again, when i think about it, i really enjoyed those times too. so, lets just be happy that we had those goodtimes, and though they wont happen ever again, we still have those ones. dont cry because its over ; smile because it happened. effing true much. whats the point of being all sad about it ? its all over anyway (:

MOCK EXAMS ARE OVER BABYYY. happy days muchh. im in ITE at the moment, aka blogging for 3 hours probs. maths exam yesterday was LOL. there was a question like this ;

| x=2x-a
y= | 2x(x+3) +y
| y-yx

or something like that. now, i know some of you smart asians out there would be like highly familiar with this, but im speaking for myself when i say i have never seen this shit before in my life. i looked at it, looked at it again and gave up. where the fuck do i even begin ?? they didnt teach us this shit. its not my fault we cant do it.


anyway. mother said something, uhm, interesting this morning. she was in a suspiciously joyous mood, and when i said to her bye, im off to school now, she said "okay, BEHAVE!" and i gave her a dotdotdot look. but she wasnt finished. "dont spend all your time on the boyfriend!" and then she loled. ......... wtf ? i know she knows something's going on with josh, but shes not exactly sure yet, but then she said that... ? LOL. cracked me up on my way to school.

then on my walk i buzzed josh as usual. like 16 misscalls. BUT NO, HE WAS TOO BUSY PLAYING SHOOT SHOOT GAMES WITH NICO. then finally i got to school and got into ITE, even though exams havent started yet. and then he called. NOOB. so i decided to be an ultimate rebel and gap out of class. i took my phone out and told the teacher im going somewhere, and i'l be back by 9. but when i asked her permission i forgot to put my phone back in lol. so she just looked at the phone, but then said ok, sure, so i gapped downstairs and out to the ham east shops.

DOMINATION PLAN tomorrow ! josh is such a rapist. but ily. (:
lol @ how your parents arent even gonna be home. HAHAHAHAHAH. HAHAHAHA. HAHAHAHAHAH. then filo dancing show at night ! gonna be a full on day. ohwell, exams are over anyway. for the time being. so it should be all good.

its so funny what he got didnt even get, in the end.
its so funny he doesnt even know what hes missing out on.
so, maybe, sometimes it was my fault.
but i was the one who got dropped.
"and remember, if you suddenly realise that we dont talk anymore
it was you who pushed me away"
(: