what hurts the most ?

out of everything, every single goddam thing that happened to me in the past few months
reading twiin's blog on How Do You Know If You've Moved On just like made me start thinking.

there were lots of mega good times and heart beaty moments and there were, also, some mother fucking heart breaking moments and blah di blah.

but out of everything, i find that one thing hurt more than the others, it just keeps standing out cuz it just SUCKS and etc.

i dont hate you, but remember when you told me that "the ONLY reason i _____ you was because you _____ me first" i swear, omgg, never before a single sentence you said hurt me so much.


tee hee hee. forgive me for bringing up this stupid topic again, but i just had to get it out there. and twin's question, how do you know if you've moved on, still stands unanswered, or should i say unanswerable ?

even einstein wouldn't have been able to work this one out.