1 about the post list before this -
i dont hate my mum. maybe there were times where i was so pissed that i felt like it, but its normal and everyone has this feeling for everyone sometimes. i guess we'rea all just being stressed right now, with the NCEA and moving house and whatnot. dont judge me on that list and think that im some ungrateful mofo to my mum or something.

2 to bitches being mofos to my twin.
your not exactly better than us, you know. in fact, your already not, considering the CHILDISHNESS showing when you made that stupid note thing. and i have to agree with the whole makeup thing. makeup is normal, believe it or not. girls put on make up. if you see boys putting on stuff, then you can bitch about it. if you think putting on makeup is an act of sluttiness, then im sorry that you're still in the playing-with-Barbie-dolls stage. you will reach the sophisticated teenage's stage, maybe, someday. and just because we put makeup on at the end of a school day.. SO WHAT ?! we dont need makeup while we're at school. we dont feel the need to impress the GIRLS at school. so why waste makeup during school? and why judge us for putting on makeup 'for the boys' ? you can do it yourself too, and we wouldnt care. why else do we buy makeup?

3 josh.
is a mofo .

4 define a slut.
a slut is someone who sleeps with alot of people. someone who has meaningless sex often. or someone who seduces boys just for the joy of it. and feeling superior because she's managed to make endless boys fall for her seduceness. a slut is someone who already has 'someone special' in their lives, but they need more. many more. so here goes the endless flirting and the 'harmless' chats with other boys.

a slut, then, is not someone who dances with boys at a party.
its a party. there's loud dancy music. there's boys.
wtf are you supposed to do ? sit in a line and have a little sing-a-long ?
dont confuse hate with jealousy, bitch.

5 new online crush !
ryan higa . who makes the lolest youtube videos ever. ohmg, ha ha ha.

6 piano .
trying to re-learn A Comme Amour from the Richard Clayderman's book thing. learnt it before but gave up halfway when i saw the twiddly fingery bit in the middle. trying to finish it now. and also try to learn the other one, A Letre a Mere or whatever its called.

7 thaishow plan thing for saturday night.
its still happening, just plan slightly changed. got a sudden dentist appointment on the day so bitches cant come over. they can still come to walk with me there around 5 ish.. but my wonderful family is also coming (: sorry josh. KILLED YOUR HENTAI PLANS DIDNT IT ?! the rapist mofo was planning to 'get lost' with me among the millions of gardens there. HA HA.

8 josh.
ily bbyy. i promise mum will know soon . . hopefully before saturday. which is in like, 2 days.
oh dear .


twin. i hope you enjoy this post (:
loveyou mofo .