i bought new heels .

now i dont know exactly why i bought it. all i know is that the first time i saw it, i fell deeply in love with it but i still know that keyne + heels = nononoimpossibilitiness. so i put them back down with a heavy heart and looked away.

so the next time i went to the shop i went straight to where i found the heels and voila - they're still there. price reduced aswell. $49.99 to $19.98 before, and it was now $14.98 .

hmmmm. so i made a little deal with myself. next time i go here and the heels are still there then its destiny.

so the third time i went with the whole group - Josh, Celine, Erika. dragged them all to the shoes section ("oh no ! again ?!" josh grumbled.) found it rightaway. even found the exact same ones in Erika's size. ohmylord. sign much ?

but still decided not to get it. the heel wasnt even that high, only about 7/8 probs. but still. i do not need another 8cm on top of my annoying 174cm, thankyou very much. so i walked away from them for the third time.

yesterday Josh came over. planned to be studying but failed, like always. anyway we went there again and looked for the heels again.. at first we couldnt find them in the normal place, so i was half disappointed and half glad. it means its just NOT meant to be ! but then my mofo found them. he even found one thats still in the original box, with the replacement heels etc. so i tried them on, for the 45943 millionth time.

to buy or not to buy, that is was the question.

decided to buy. i will be regretting not buying the heels, josh said. so we went to the cashier, and even at the cashier i was still pondering the option. but then the cashier lady person grabbed the heels and said "$15, thanks" so i guess i had no other choice.

the heels were mine.


and now i have 4 pairs of heels. two of them were for the st john ball and sacred heart ball, so i guess they were put to at least some use. the other one is this mofo high 12cm sandals wood type thing. like Erika's one. got it in wellington, $15 also. never worn it, ever. and now i have another one.. wonder what i'm gonna do with these 4. wonder what mum'll say. she'll probably be angry at me for buying shoes that i wont even wear anyway. ha ha haa .

ohwell. i guess at partys/random lol towndays/at home/towning with joseph i can then wear the heels (:

lol.