.skoffing. snacking on choc drops. drinking apple soda. going to the warehouse and spending a year in the shoe section. being on the phone with people. pretending to be studying for exams. watching TV secretly. pretending to be practising piano. pretending i'm all good for bio exam. drama drama drama. jealousy. insecureness ? scaredness. etcetera.


i dont think doing pilate workouts can help if i'm eating a whole packet of chicken skof and dark choc drops while working out. ha ha haaaa .


sometimes maybe its better not to care. then you wouldnt be so vulnerable and you wont get hurt because you dont care. maybe there is such a thing called 'caring too much'. especially if the people you care about dont care back.

like YOU. fuck, i dont even know you. cant believe how you were such a big part of my life, but now you act like you dont know me. like im just another random girl on your bebo friends list. stuff you. i dont wanna wish anything bad on you, but what goes around does comes back around. you'll get what i mean someday.