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Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 7:21:00 PM
"i forgot who you are, so i shall call you Oi"
i dont like how i'm putting this up here but i don't know what else to do. i've talked to people about this and even though they've helped, im still all weird and miserable inside. and this is the best way to get it out of my chest, i think. even though this time its huge and probably unsolvable. well, i know it is unsolvable for the due date that you want.
i really thought you were okay with stuff but i guess i was just naive? or childish? noob? or maybe what im asking for is just too much. i know your not happy with the situation - im not happy even MORE - but i didnt know it was such a big problem. and funny how it always becomes a problem at night. and when it was actually happening, it was all okay and even good.
so now i feel stupid. i feel stupid, hurt, even a little bit of disrespected for some reason, confused, sad, hungry, unloved, unappreciated? is that even a word. its just that, from the conversation last night, i couldnt detect any sign of Love or Caringness or anything at all. it was all raargh, raargh raargh and i was all cry cry cry.
i hope this goes away. i cant take it. i can't try and make everyone happy with me. i'm trying, i really am.
i hope you know. i thought we were all good together?
i dont like how i'm putting this up here but i don't know what else to do. i've talked to people about this and even though they've helped, im still all weird and miserable inside. and this is the best way to get it out of my chest, i think. even though this time its huge and probably unsolvable. well, i know it is unsolvable for the due date that you want.
i really thought you were okay with stuff but i guess i was just naive? or childish? noob? or maybe what im asking for is just too much. i know your not happy with the situation - im not happy even MORE - but i didnt know it was such a big problem. and funny how it always becomes a problem at night. and when it was actually happening, it was all okay and even good.
so now i feel stupid. i feel stupid, hurt, even a little bit of disrespected for some reason, confused, sad, hungry, unloved, unappreciated? is that even a word. its just that, from the conversation last night, i couldnt detect any sign of Love or Caringness or anything at all. it was all raargh, raargh raargh and i was all cry cry cry.
i hope this goes away. i cant take it. i can't try and make everyone happy with me. i'm trying, i really am.
i hope you know. i thought we were all good together?
Labels: ahm.personal dramas
keyne's wishlist
Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 9:16:00 PM
yes, another one.
# 1
Sony-Ericsson RosePink Z61Oi
i have been wanting this phone ever since it came out, around a few years ago.
my cousin has the blue one and when i went back to indonesia in the beginning of last year, i borrowed it and loved it even more.
so now i'll be mega mega happy if i can have the pink one (:
its not even that expensive, about $15O new, so im hoping...
# 2
Polaroid i631
isnt it like the cutest pink camera ever (:
its got the stripes and everything. mwah !
# 3
these pink heels (:
i love them (: vair vair cute and mega sparkly.
wait, whats that you say? i like pink ?
nooooo, wtf, where did you get that from D:
Labels: girly stuff, photos
keyne's wishlist
@ 9:16:00 PM
school .
Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 10:04:00 PM
so here we are, in the beginning of the new schooltime.
after a few months (since 2 december) we have been on a holiday. and now we're back at school (: back to organising your new books and naming them tidily and promising yourself you'll do your best this year. after all, age quod agis, right? back to getting excited over all your new stationerys and your tidy, neat new books and ruling everything tidily and writing dates and any otherunimportant notes to yourself everywhere.
because, of course, we have promised ourselves that this year we'll listen to teachers at school, we'll do our homework everynight, we'll spend at least 2 hours EVERYNIGHT going over what we learnt at school. we will keep our school diarys tidy and we only write down things that are related to school, or school related things.
we wont be texting others secretly in our pockets, blazers, or inside the bags or pencil cases. we wont be secretly eating our morning tea/lunches and trying our hardest not to move our mouth, so the teacher wouldnt know.we wont look at the clock every 7 minutes wishing it was 3.1O, because we love school so much.
and i'm no psychic, but i think, just like all the previous years, all these enthusiasm will wear off after the first 4 weeks (:
school is not fun. its people you go to school with who creates all the fun. its your friends who make all those long hours bearable, survivable.
after all, all those kid toy products always tell us to have so much fun, you dont even realise your learning!
school 2O1O.
the last year.
lets make it memorable (:
after a few months (since 2 december) we have been on a holiday. and now we're back at school (: back to organising your new books and naming them tidily and promising yourself you'll do your best this year. after all, age quod agis, right? back to getting excited over all your new stationerys and your tidy, neat new books and ruling everything tidily and writing dates and any other
because, of course, we have promised ourselves that this year we'll listen to teachers at school, we'll do our homework everynight, we'll spend at least 2 hours EVERYNIGHT going over what we learnt at school. we will keep our school diarys tidy and we only write down things that are related to school, or school related things.
we wont be texting others secretly in our pockets, blazers, or inside the bags or pencil cases. we wont be secretly eating our morning tea/lunches and trying our hardest not to move our mouth, so the teacher wouldnt know.we wont look at the clock every 7 minutes wishing it was 3.1O, because we love school so much.
and i'm no psychic, but i think, just like all the previous years, all these enthusiasm will wear off after the first 4 weeks (:
school is not fun. its people you go to school with who creates all the fun. its your friends who make all those long hours bearable, survivable.
after all, all those kid toy products always tell us to have so much fun, you dont even realise your learning!
school 2O1O.
the last year.
lets make it memorable (:
212 days, 18 hours and 58 minutes
until JK 1 year anniv (:
xx.
until JK 1 year anniv (:
xx.
Labels: schooltimes
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keyne, nineteen years
currently living happily in newzealand
i have two other halves, one is right here with me (mr joshy) ;
and the other lives in Paris, which explains my blogtheme (miss celine)
i like typing, the colour pink, shopping, texting, eating, make up, food, cute stuff, laughing, going out, dressing up.
normal girl stuff.
x. i also like high heels even though im 5'9"
x. fake eyelashes are the best invention ever ;
x. i am in love with mr josh, even after all this time (2 years, 6 months)
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