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Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 7:21:00 PM
"i forgot who you are, so i shall call you Oi"
i dont like how i'm putting this up here but i don't know what else to do. i've talked to people about this and even though they've helped, im still all weird and miserable inside. and this is the best way to get it out of my chest, i think. even though this time its huge and probably unsolvable. well, i know it is unsolvable for the due date that you want.
i really thought you were okay with stuff but i guess i was just naive? or childish? noob? or maybe what im asking for is just too much. i know your not happy with the situation - im not happy even MORE - but i didnt know it was such a big problem. and funny how it always becomes a problem at night. and when it was actually happening, it was all okay and even good.
so now i feel stupid. i feel stupid, hurt, even a little bit of disrespected for some reason, confused, sad, hungry, unloved, unappreciated? is that even a word. its just that, from the conversation last night, i couldnt detect any sign of Love or Caringness or anything at all. it was all raargh, raargh raargh and i was all cry cry cry.
i hope this goes away. i cant take it. i can't try and make everyone happy with me. i'm trying, i really am.
i hope you know. i thought we were all good together?
Labels: ahm.personal dramas
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keyne, nineteen years
old young.
currently living happily in
newzealand
i have two other halves, one is right here with me (mr joshy) ;
and the other lives in Paris, which explains my blogtheme (miss celine)
i like typing, the colour pink, shopping, texting, eating, make up, food, cute stuff, laughing, going out, dressing up.
normal girl stuff.
x. i also like high heels even though im 5'9"
x. fake eyelashes are the best invention
ever ;
x. i am
in love with mr josh, even after all this time (2 years, 6 months)
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