Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 9:17:00 AM
I WANT OUT EVEN MORE NOW !!!!
before i was like around 96% sure im moving out next year. now its like 3846092735% sureness.
HOLY SHYT. i got fully raged on when i didnt do anything wrong. its getting worse. stop getting in the middle of this. its not your right to do so.
even talking about sending me back to indonesia. are you mofo serious? like thats gonna happen.
thankgod i still have my baby.
Labels: ahm.personal dramas
yerr
Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 9:43:00 AM
i've just been playing Miami Nights 2 on my phone and loling at things and discussing asshole guys.
i just had to add that cuz you know, everyone wants to know. HAHAHA.
these photos make me laugh everytime.
Labels: funnys, photos
what a weekend
@ 9:23:00 AM
so close to reaching that famous happy ending
almost believing this one's not pretend
and now you're beside me, and look how far we've come.
my fab, fab weekend .
what happened .
Friday
Made A Fake Note And Went Home From School At Lunchtime
because josh had last period off. so yeah, went home etecera. all going to plan, josh came over, brother came over but that wasnt a problem, he didnt even know/care josh was already there. he went away with his friends, even better, home alone with josh.
then mum came home 2 hours earlier than expected, and found me and josh home alone, and thats when hell froze over.
i had a 'talk' about bla bla rules, living in the house and respecting myself etc. whatevs. then josh went home and she went out, coming back suspiciously in a wonderful mood, so i asked her if i can go to erin's drinks. she said yes.
Saturday
Frankton Markets.
went to frankton markets in the morning. got Maybelline Lash Stiletto for $1O har har. also bought a top/dress for the drinks, $15. so it was pretty good. got back home around 2/3ish? so yeh. pretty tired, didnt get to sleep in.
Erin's Drinks.
josh came over by bus at around 5ish. met up at the warehouse, he bought some chicken tenders from Hell Pizza. saw Selina, Steve, Jamie and her boyfriend there LOL. i bought some Impulse body spray. then walked back and got changed, etc, then at 7.45 mum dropped us off at Erin's. so yeah, talking to people i only knew previously from facebook, then celine came, and just yeah, lying there outside on the trampoline. that was fun. some drunk people made me lol/scared the shit outta me. adam is a dumbshit. patrick was so... drunk? omg.
then at around 12 celine went home. and we just partyed on, lol. set up beds around 1 ish. me and josh had the couch but ben stole it from us, so josh made a little bed thing behind the couch. HAHAHA suspicious much. then fell asleep listening to people bitching about each other. but i was happy cuz i fell asleep in josh's arms (: goodtimes indeed.
Sunday
Got Woken Up At 6.17.
honestly. had about like 24 minutes of sleep the whole night, everyone going to sleep properly at around 5, then at 6.17 they woke us up saying breakfast was ready. breakfast was good though, toast and bacon and spagetthi and those log cake things. mum called saying she's picking me up at 10 to go to the festival at ham gardens. i thought i was gonna die from exhaustion. so we got ready and waited for mum, she came at 11.3O. happydays. ohwell, i had fun.
Hamilton Gardens.
got there at around 12.3O, mum had to go help indonesian people set up the stall and sell food. so i walked around with josh, with only $2 cash to spend. nice. then saw celine, saw joseph, watched her dance, then andrei and bryle came right after celine's dance finished, perfect timing guys. so stayed there being baked in the sun until around 4/5. went home exhausted.
didnt sleep that long last night. woke up late this morning, around 8. texted josh to gap last period to meet me in town. turns out he was already gapping the whole day. HAHA I LOVE YOU. so towning after school. happy days.
i absolutely cannot wait for the social thursday night.
Labels: ahm.personal dramas, I ♥ YOUU, lyrics, plans
as requested by Gab.
Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 11:44:00 AM
Declined(to the tune of The Climb - Miley Cyrus)
i was almost crying,
my card got declined
when i went to buy a drink at
the indian dairy
only $1 in my bank,
only enough for a lolly,
dairy owner said 'your card is declined
just buy a lolly'
but I, I was so thirsty
i'll wait for my monthly intereeesst
*chorus
cuz theres always gonna be another 10 cents
if i just wait for a little while
right now i'll just hold in my thirst
or steal Erika's drink
but when will my interests be enough?
will it be when my friend Celine grooow.. grooww.. growww
its declined
(gab, disini tuh yg punya dairy org india smua. sumpah. tau dairy kan? kaya mini market gt. trus temenku Celine tuh pendek bgt. dr dulu dia pengen jd lebih tinggi tp gbisa. HAHAH)
Can I Have One Dollar Fifty?(to the tune of Can I Have This Dance? - HSM 3)
take my hand,
take a deep breath,
pull my shoes,
close your nose,
cuz it smells
like... your face
and i'm sorry, if the smell kills you
and can you promise me, (pls promise to take a shower)
and change your socks or buy some new ones
*chorus
its like catching the flu the chances of dying from a bad smell
its like one dollar fifty the cheap, cheap price of your face
but my card got declined, so i have no money
so can i have $1.50?
can i have... $1.50?
ahahah another inside joke.
Labels: funnys, inside jokes, lyrics
model in the making LAWL
Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 9:08:00 AM
it aint perfect, but its worth it
and its always getting better
its gonna take some time to get it right
cuz im still learning the art of love
i'm still trying to not mess up
so whenever i stumble, let me know.i have a
fashion show tonight (: (: (: (:
lolol mega excited. sure i'm just doing the Indigo Fashion Show thing, i have to wear traditional Indonesian clothes, but i'm wearing this pink boob tubey thing and heels, and make up and fake eyelashes and OMG IM SO EXCITED.
and josh will be there too. but celine is not. because
she is a bitch.
will put up photos. if i look good in them. HAHA.
i cant wait. school is going so slow. omg please hurry up. i havent seen josh in 2 days ♥
by the way, it was the coldest morning ever this morning. i dunno whats up with the weather thing. its not winter yet, bro. slow down.
i have 2 mi gorengs for lunch (: what a happy day.
oh, and found 4 exciting new games for my phone. The Sims 3, The Sims 2 Pets, New York Nights 2 and Miami Nights 2. HAHAHA. and found a 2GB memory card for my phone. $19.50 from trademe, free shipping. so will get that one too.
what a wonderful day.
Labels: fooooood, lyrics, photos, plans
because i can.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 9:54:00 AM
Labels: I ♥ YOUU, photos
howzit
@ 9:38:00 AM
josh has been sick ): mega worried about my baby. he was all fine etc on monday, our hangout day. me-celine-josh-erika-andrei. then he didnt go to school on tuesday, and again today. OHMG D: i hope you get better soon babyy.
anyway. things at home have been improving lately. i dunno why. mum was being mega nice to me lately. its kinda weird. maybe her new job isnt as stressful? anyway, if shes in this mood everyday then i dont mind living here next year. HA. but i dunno. living in auckland would be like some kind of lol adventure. especially surrounded by my mofos. hearts.
school has been okay too. told you my life is boring x] but its okay. hahah i love it. my money came in yesterday , $53 more . and i babysat and got $25. so yes, i am slowly improving. yesterday i went into a dairy and came out without a drink D: shock much. haha.
new songs.
Declined
written by Keyne and Celine
inspiration by Josh
(cover of The Climb - Miley Cyrus)
Can I Have One Dollar Fifty?
written by Keyne
inspiration by Celine
(cover of Can I Have This Dance - HSM 3)
Labels: ahm.personal dramas, inside jokes
happy days ahead
Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 2:22:00 PM
in auckland next year, i shall be flatting with Josh, Celine and Erika. which shall be happy days, every single day. being Indians and Asian fobs. checking out hotguys secretly, so Josh doesnt know. walking around town until it's dark. speaking Engrish. annoying tourists.
Auckland, watch out. here we come.
happy days ahead.
1 saturday work + town afterwards. tomorrow.
2 hopefully erika's family lunch gathering thing.
3 SOCIAL. mahaheha. on the 25th.
4 dohee and sarah's birthday 26th.
5 miss saigon thingy 27th.
6 balloons? or party. D:
so it is allgoood. and the Ball Expo on wednesday was epic. got to ride in a limo and such. got a free movie ticket (: i dont usually win draw stuff. HA HA DE HA HA.
Labels: lists
GET ME OUTTA HERE .
Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 6:29:00 PM
PLEASE, JUST TAKE ME FAR, FAR AWAY.
i am so beyond sick of being told what to do.
i'm sick of hurrying around everywhere.
i'm sick of being told what i can and can't do.
i'm sick of leaving a place when im mega not ready to leave it yet. or not even close to wanting to go home, but i have to go home anyway.
i've decided to go to AUT next year. get away from this place. live by myself. i can handle it. probably wont be as good as living here, cuz i dont have to worry about food etc, but at least i'll have more freedom and do whatever i want. go wherever i want. go home when i want to.
how can i learn how to live if im never allowed to have a life.
she'll probably say no. be angry. there'll be another argument. BUT ITS FINE. it will be the last argument in a very long time. that's where im going, that's where my future is. she's been saying lately how if i dont like the way she runs this house, i should get out. you know what? maybe i will.
oh wait. i already am.
and another one, im especially mega sick of being growled at when there's no valid reason. when its not even my fault. its okay to advise me what to do with the money i earn. but its not okay to have a mega rage cuz i bought a freaking coke. but its okay, next year you can chill. i wont be here. i'll be up in AUT, living the way i want, doing what i want, eating what i want whenever, staying in town until i'm sick of it, without worrying about "shit, its already 6.05, if i dont go home now i'm gonna be fucked". no more of those.
dont try to blame josh into it. its not him. he just made me more confident, to speak out more, cuz usually i keep it in. you see this change as being his fault. its not, actually. any other guy/friend i hang out lots with, its all the same. nothing you do can make me think him over (: im already hooked. and yes, if i can, i will marry him.
im so over it.
on a lighter note.
parabola got effed today. she studied until like 3 for Calc test, and she got A.
i didnt even touch the book the whole year. and i also got A.
storming out of the class, then crying out in the quad.
OHGOD, how epic it was.
and that was only a practise test. i wonder what'll happen if it was an internal?
should be interesting.
Labels: ahm.personal dramas, bitch., schooltimes
hello, world (:
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 10:13:00 AM
here we go again .that dumb phrase is probably gonna be stuck with me for the rest of my life. everything just keeps like semi repeating itself.. its cool but creepy too =| like nowadays, everything i say, i end it with 'here we go again'.
anyway. it's more of my twin's problem, but i feel like im stuck in it, because i had like pretty much the same problem last year. like 89% samelility. so its creepy. CUZ WE'RE TOO TWINS. even real twins wouldnt be
this twinny.
i could turn you loose,
but baby, what's the use?
i come back to you like automatik.that song has been stuck in my head for this week. YAY.
life is semi wonderful. everything is almost perfect. i'm feeling like i wanna go to AUT, to get outta here. but part of me don't really want to either. so it's confusing. if you ask me, right now, what i wanna do when i grow up, what job would be perfect for me, i'd still give you the same answer i would've given you 1O years ago,
i dont know.
things are more complicated now because of
Josh. what uni i go to, where i live, etc, i have to take him into account. and he does the same for me. he really wants to go to AUT ; i kinda wanna go there too. change of scenery, new people, would be more free, would cost more, etc. but isnt it all about experience? living budgetly might be a fun experience, instead of being rich and not having to think about tomorrow etc. it would teach us how to live independently. mum might not want me going to AUT. but if i really push it, she cant really make me stay. but i'm hoping to get a scholarship to go there, so there'll be no argument. but then i have to pay rent. AAAAAARRGGHHH. gimme back the good old days, when all i had to worry about was to quickly go home and do my colouring in homework.
Labels: ahm.personal dramas, quotes
another one of keyne's famous lists
Saturday, March 6, 2010 @ 11:09:00 AM
just dont give up, i'm working it out.
please don't give in; i won't let you down.
it messed me up, need a second to breathe.
just keep coming around.
things to look forward to.
1 andrei's birthday party, at 4 today? might not be able to come. NOOB U SHUDAV TOLD ME SOONER.
2 st john's social, 25 march. should be epic, since apparently they're going all out with the DJ and lights and etc. well, i was always gonna go anyway. I HOPE NICO CAN BE SNEAKED IN (:
3 start of term 1 holidays, 2 april. halleluiah, might not make it if this holiday didnt exist.
4 working full time in the hols. okay, not really looking forward to this, but it also means i'm gonna see Josh and Andrei and Brad everyday (: and earn $8oo by the end of it.
5 celine's birthday's sleepover party on 28 april. or somewhere near that date. CANT WAIT
6 me and twin's next Master Kong lunching (: the first one was epic.
7 teachers only day. me and josh has plans muahahahaha
maybe it's just a girl thing, but i actually love gossiping. like Classics periods are now unofficially gossip periods. we just bitch about everyone who are bitchable. its so fun. and now i have to buy Salt & Vinegar chips weekly, because it is our fuel food during classes.
josh= im sorry whenever i make you angry/sad/disappointed/etc. i hope things are still worth the not-so-good times. just please wait for me until i get outta here and we can do what we want, okay? iloveyou.
Labels: I ♥ YOUU, lists, schooltimes
boys. READ.
Thursday, March 4, 2010 @ 8:38:00 PM
things girls wish guys knew.1. We don’t like it when you fart. Especially if you do it in bed, or while we’re eating. Gross, not funny… and you’re wasting your time thinking that we’ll ever “learn to love them.”
2. Don’t make fun of us when we’re with our friends. Funny in small doses, annoying when you do it constantly. Keep doing it and you’ll pretty much guarantee yourself no “goodies” for awhile.
3. We know you’re hot, that’s one of the reasons we’re dating you. But that doesn’t mean you have to act like you know how hot you are by constantly walking around shirtless, flexing your muscles, etc. Confidence is hot – cockiness is not.
4. Even if you guys say you like us better dressed down with no makeup, wearing makeup and dressing up makes us feel pretty and boosts our confidence, so at least reward the hard work we do to make ourselves look good by telling us so.
5. Those t-shirts with the giant designs on the front (or, worse, the button downs with the giant designs on the back) are not cute. They are douchey. Please don’t wear them. (Also on this list: sweatbands, sweatpants with the elastic in the bottom, slip on sandals and over-sized plastic sunglasses with giant designers names on the side.)
6. Holidays and anniversaries might not seem like a big deal to you, but they are to us. Even if we say we don’t want something for Valentine’s Day, we want something. It isn’t the “thing” we care about; it is the fact that you are thinking about us. So think about us, dammit.
7. Thongs are really uncomfortable. You may think they are the end all be all of sexy, but they hurt.
8. Our friends are like a second family to us, so once you’re in with them, you’re set for life. Even though we know they’re loud and obnoxious sometimes, learn to love ‘em. We deal with your boys, so do the same for us.
9. There’s nothing we hate more than being called crazy or dramatic. No matter how much you think we overreact about our problems, they matter to us and we need you on our side to support us, rather than making us feel worse.
10. If it’s possible that there is anything worse than calling us crazy, it’s comparing us to other girls. I know it’s a double standard that we should be allowed to drool over any shirtless picture of Zac Efron we find in Us Weekly, while freaking out when you make a comment about any female celeb in a bikini. You might not realize it, but we automatically compare ourselves to every other girl on the planet, so saying another girl is hot makes us think we’re not good enough. Crazy, maybe, but we’re just being honest.
Labels: girly stuff, lists
ha (:
@ 8:15:00 PM
have a boys high social tonight.
everyones going except me, apparently
HAHA lol. ohwell. didnt really want to go anyway. and would'nt be allowed by mum.. and there'll be 3 girls schools there, and only 1 boy school.
DUMB. so yeah, cbf. josh doesnt allow me to go anyway (:
its official. as of 11.10pm March 3 2O1O, the RosePink Sony Ericsson Z610i phone is MINE. hhaha josh finally got his debit visa card, PayPal account and i gave him $2OO for my phone. FINALLY. after like 6 years of wanting that phone... and when i have it, like about 2 weeks from now, i'm gonna look like a walking barbie lol. all my stuff are pink hahaha. happy days (:
i remember what you wore on the first day.
you came into my life, and i thought, "hey, this could be something"
i love that lyric. so cute (:
and at the moment, loving the song
Hurt Feelings - Flight Of the Conchords its so FUNNY! check it out. thats like the only rap song i like, aside from White n' Nerdy, lol.
reasons why life is wonderful.
1 im getting the pink flip top phone i've always wanted.
2 josh is the best boyfriend in the world
3 having celine & erika in my life..
4 good songs coming out all the time
5 year 13 life is
awesome.6 for once in my life, im not broke (:
7 asians are fighting back HAHA .
8 owning bitches who think they're so
cool.
9 fail moments.
10 fail study sessions. like the one we had in uni last monday. HAHA.
11 free periods yo..
12 master kong's sio mays. gapping to town on frees.
13 fake dentist appointments. (i like to maintain a completely healthy set of teeth miss...)
14 gossiping in Classics. and eating.
15 calculus periods full of destroying each other's notebooks.
16 common room.
17 hacking people's accounts HA.
betty & me.
smimming sports 2o1o (:
Labels: funnys, lists, lyrics, photos
heart.
@ 9:12:00 AM
Labels: photos
1OOth post !
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 @ 10:53:00 PM
1OOth post. not surprised, really. been awhile since i've had this blog. been awhile since i post stuff on here daily (:
how's life, you ask? its GREAT. i love live at the moment. well, a few bitches and omg moments here and there, but life would be boring without those. what do we talk about in class then, if everything is just perfect and we cant bitch about anyone or anything?
btw, its me and josh's 6 months anniversary yesterday.
i love you more and more and more each day babyy. mwaaahhh x
@ YFC prom 2O1O.
mwaaahh x
so yeah. year 13 is pro as well. black skirts get away with everything (: i havent done one single calculus homework this year. stats is okay. just did internal today, it wasnt too bad. and free periods almost everyday.
what a wonderful world.
Labels: ahm.personal dramas, I ♥ YOUU, schooltimes