some habits of mine that i really should try and stop.


biting my nails. this is gross. it makes my nails all yuck and unattractive. but i really cant help it. even those 'yucky-tasting-nail-polish' doesnt work. i still bite them, especially when i'm bored or nervous.

procrastinating. not even sure how to spell this word. but i do this all the time. i am a true professional at doing this. if i apply to a university to study this course, they'll just take one look at me and hand me my PhD. or hire me as a lecturer. whatever. all i know is, no matter how big the project is, no matter how important, i still always, always end up doing it in the last second before it's due. tsk tsk tsk.

i get distracted. way too easily. 'ooh! shiny!' doesnt even begin to cover anything. if i walk somewhere and something itches, i will itch it, and when i'm done, i just turn to do something else. the original mission will be fully forgotten. facebook is the worst distractor. also this.

i think too much. i read into people's words and actions too deeply. they say one simple sentence; i turn to all the quotes and philosophies in the world to try to figure out the 'hidden meaning' behind that sentence. especially when it came to crushes. one 'suspicious' thing he says, next thing i know, i'm on some romance-advice website looking up articles like 'what men really thinks' or 'what men means when he says _' etc etc.

i get jealous. alot. everyones always ____er than me. and sometimes its true. but true or not, i should start loving and being grateful of what I have and those people don't. to make me feel better. like having a lovely boyfriend. having a pink phone i've always wanted. having a wall full of photos in my room. having a room. etc.

i worry about the future. i dont like change. im comfortable the way i am now. i'll live. but with change, who knows? it might be better. or it might be worse. you cant turn back time. but i've learned not to make the right decision every single time. cuz when you choose the wrong one, you'll learn something new, you learn your mistake. so you dont do a bigger, more serious one in the future. and that helps.

i dont listen in class. haha, this has always stuck by me. no matter how serious the class is, no matter what subject/scary teacher/important the lesson is, if i get bored once and my mind wanders off, i will never switch back to listening again. then it's decorating my diary time, or passing notes time, or texting secretly.