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Monday, October 25, 2010 @ 8:14:00 PM
i have just had the best weekend in my life. i missed school on Friday and stayed home, packed and got ready for my fabulous fun-filled long weekend. josh's parents and sister came to pick me up around 11, and i went off with them to auckland, stopping first at huntly to buy breakfast. then we got to auckland and dropped off our stuff at the hotel. alexis had a pageant photoshoot so we went to the place at 1ish, about an hour early, but ohwell it was fun. she had her photoshoot and i saw all the other pageant contestants, most of them really pretty and all of them way shorter than me, even with mega heels. so that pissed me off a little bit, but i didnt really care. after the photoshoot we went to some mall where the girls got changed to their cocktail dresses and i walked around the shops, being bored. then we went to the Filipino event where the girls introduced themselves and etc. food was good (: then finally at around 9 we went to the bus station to pick up josh who had just gotten there by bus with chris...
so we went back to the hotel. went to get wendy's burgers at night, then some dunkin' donuts. went back to hotel, fell asleep in his arms (: super blissful. woke up next morning, got ready for armageddon. picked up chris and got dropped off at the place. stayed there until around 4, then we had to get dinner and go to the fiesta event, where they had a hip hop dancing competition, and the pageant girls show off their talents. so that was pretty cool, and then after that went back to hotel and fell asleep with josh holding me again. next day, same story, but left armageddon earlier (around 1.30) and had lunch, then me and josh watched paranormal activity 2 at the movies D: scariest shit ever. HOLY SHIT. then we went back to the hotel and got changed for the pageant event that night... had a mini dinner, then to the show.. it was really fun cuz we were yelling out alexis' name and screaming really loud HAHA. so that was finished and went back to hotel, slept happily again, next morning we got ready to sign out from the hotel, put stuff back into the car and went to Sylvia park. after lunch we looked around quickly then drove back home.
it may not sound that exciting but it was. especially the fact that i was with my baby the whole weekend (: best time ever. but now i feel really weird. i feel like crying all the time and there's this huge feeling of sadness, though i'm not sure where its from. i've had it since i got back home. and i miss Josh more than ever. is that even possible? i've had him for the whole weekend and instead of being satisfied, i want him even more?
josh= "i'm ticklish too much" hahahha you are such a cute noob. i love you baby (:
love is really the scariest thing in the world. it consumes you up completely and like pretty much eats every single pieces until its like all drowned or something and you have nowhere to escape to. its like when you're in love thats all you are, you have no space for anything else going on. so it really is all or nothing. and now i'm scared, even though i know he is a good guy and hes not like some asshole who isnt serious about us. but giving your heart to someone else is still a big risk... ):
forever and always.
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keyne, nineteen years
old young.
currently living happily in
newzealand
i have two other halves, one is right here with me (mr joshy) ;
and the other lives in Paris, which explains my blogtheme (miss celine)
i like typing, the colour pink, shopping, texting, eating, make up, food, cute stuff, laughing, going out, dressing up.
normal girl stuff.
x. i also like high heels even though im 5'9"
x. fake eyelashes are the best invention
ever ;
x. i am
in love with mr josh, even after all this time (2 years, 6 months)
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