it just kinda set in how hard life is. its hard (: the hardest part is choosing the right decisions... especially when you're being pressured to choose one. maybe if everyone left me alone i would actually make a decision that I want ...


life isn't fair, either. it is a bitch. and will turn around and stab you in the back sometimes. but it can also make you feel really good and happy... and that is why it is a fake, fake bitch. and people say life is a roller coaster, cuz of the ups and downs.. bullshit. roller coasters are fun, when you're speeding straight to the ground it's fun and exciting, and after a second you're back on your way up again. life isn't the same. when you're on the bottom its no fun at all, it makes you depressed and it takes ages sometimes to get back up... so no, it is in no way at all like a roller coaster.


sigh, life. hope everything will be worth this.