had an awesome week this week.

spent 7.30 am - 5.30 pm with beloved boy everyday, monday to saturday... had the ball and graduation on friday night (: the ball was pretty amazing, good songs, good photos, good friends and awesome boyfriend (: he really makes me happy. this doesn't mean my life is going great. actually its not going.. at all. in some ways.


my party went well. a few problems/dramas here and there, but what's a party without one? it was fun and i'm quite happy with it, some cool memories there, assisting the photos. then the going to his house and having a bit of a sleep together in the mornings.. :D all the early wake ups and bus rides are totally worth it. just joining him in the bed and having a sleep! then spend the days watching movies/playing pokemon/and such.

especially today :D today wouldn't be forgotten very quickly. went to his house as normal, joined him in bed, and i fully fell asleep cuz that's how tired i was. he got up after awhile and i woke up for a bit when i felt him get out of the bed, but i stayed in bed cuz i wanted more sleep.. the blanket got thrown off when he got out and in my head i was going 'please come back and put the blanket back on me, please dont just walk off' and the sweetie got up, turned around and tidied up the blanket right away (: made me very happy. then he just played pokemon on his computer, and i fell back asleep immediately. some times later, i got woken up by a kiss on my lips (: opened my eyes, saw his face and couldn't stop smiling, even though i was still sleepy as hell and couldn't get up/say anything. he was grinning, and then he tucked me in again, doing that thing with the blanket where he tucked it right up under my chin. love moment , never to be forgotten forever.


it's nice to know there are still boys in this world who aren't assholes. boys who don't just want sex, boys who actually like you for who you are and care for you deeply. i used to have no hope on boys until i met some pretty amazing ones. some of my lucky friends have those boys on their arms as well, and it's really nice to know that your friends are in a good, secure relationship, with the right boy and that they won't be heartbroken or anything.

i like how i can be around you without any make-up on. i like how you've seen me
all drenched, hair plastered uglily all over my face and still can't resist
kissing me. i like how you've seen me first thing in the morning when i've just
woken up and the first thing i see is your smiling face.. i love how i've found
you and how you restored my faith in guys. i love how i know that you're the
right guy and that i'm not ever letting you go. i love how you know exactly how
to make me smile (: i love how you make me feel. i love you.

i love you.